I feel so terrible

I am yet to come out from the shock from this morning. I went in truly believing that this was our race and the opening laps only supported my belief. Schumi was all over the back of Alonso and Barri had overtaken about 10 odd cars in the space of a couple of laps and he was carrying a lot of fuel.
I mean just looking at the results I wonder how much worse could have the old car done than this.
I feel like a lost puppy... & I cant do anything about it.
& I am so glad I didnt post my blog yesterday coz it would have made me look so damn stupid as I was going gaga over Schumi's practice sessions and pace.
Barri's race showed that Bridgestone have yet to get it right. They have solved the lack of performance in the initial laps but the tyre's r'nt durable yet over a race distance. It was such a shame.
A 24 point lead is gonna be tuff to claw back and I think we'r out of the window where we can afford to have such catastrophic failures.
Hav 3 weeks b4 the next race now and thats plenty of time to get the reliability gremlin's out of the way and get back to winning ways.
I feel so terrible I dont even wanna rite anything else from this damn weekend.